I braced myself for it........I knew it was going to happen......I should have seen it a million miles away. I faced the ultimate rejection tonight........and it definitely is the worst feeling ever. There's just something about being rejected on Valentine's Day that kills you. I didn't even get to talk to this girl, thats how bad it was. She never gave me a chance. I laid myself out there. I put my cards on the table. I expressed how I felt. I spoke the truth. Isn't it funny though how sometimes, you just do everything right.......even better than right........and it still isn't good enough. That's discouraging, demoralizing and depressing.

The next time I hear a girl at Liberty University complain about how guys are too scared to say what they feel, or that they are too scared to ask them out, I'll just chuckle to myself and keep walking. I know that is true of both sides - I'm not saying guys are perfect and definitely don't do what I just described. The next time a girl gets ready to say that, she needs to remember that some guys have tried - they've tried everything - and they have been shot out of the sky like a clay pigeon.

Apparently the Lord is trying to teach me something. I'm not too sure. I know I'll find out someday and I guess you know what,.........just like she said......I must be too good for her.