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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Take some time to read this post..........this is the story of our President and his personal belief in Christ.........personally I find it so encouraging to know that the most powerful man in the entire world knows that his God is giving him the strength to be as such. Check it out.

Excerpt from "A Charge To Keep" by George W. Bush:

"Actually, the seeds of my decision had been planted the year before, by
the Reverend Billy Graham. He visited my family for a summer weekend
in Maine. I heard him preach at the small summer church, St. Ann's by
the Sea. We all had lunch on the patio overlooking the ocean. One evening my dad asked Billy to answer questions from a big group of family gathered
for the weekend. He sat by the fire and talked. And what he said sparked
a change in my heart. I don't remember the exact words. It was more
the power of his example. The Lord was so clearly reflected in his
gentle and loving demeanor.

The next day we walked and talked at Walker's Point, and I knew I
was in the presence of a great man. He was like a magnet; I felt drawn to
seek something different. He didn't lecture or admonish; he shared warmth
and concern. Billy Graham didn't make you feel guilty; he made you feel loved.
Over the course of that weekend, Reverend Graham planted a mustard seed
in my soul, a seed that grew over the next year. He led me to the path,
and I began walking. And it was the beginning of a change in my life. I
had always been a religious person, had regularly attended church, even
taught Sunday school and served as an altar boy. But that weekend
my faith took on a new meaning. It was the beginning of a new walk where I would recommit my heart to Jesus Christ. I was humbled to learn that God sent His Son to die for a sinner like me. I was comforted to know that through the Son, I could find God's amazing grace, a grace that crosses every border, every barrier and is open to everyone. Through the love of Christ's life, I could understand the life-changing powers of faith.

When I returned to Midland, I began reading the Bible regularly.
Don Evans talked me into joining him and another friend, Don Jones, at a
men's community Bible study. The group had first assembled the year
before, in spring of 1984, at the beginning of the downturn in the energy
industry. Midland was hurting. A lot of people were looking for comfort
and strength and direction. A couple of men started the Bible study
as a support group, and it grew. By the time I began attending, in the fall
of 1985, almost 120 men would gather. We met in small discussion groups
of ten or twelve, then joined the larger group for full meetings. Don Jones picked me
up every week for the meetings. I remember looking forward to them. My
interest in reading the Bible grew stronger and stronger, and the
words became clearer and more meaningful. We studied Acts, the story of
the Apostles building the Christian Church, and next year, the Gospel of
Luke. The preparation for each meeting took several hours, reading
the Scripture passages and thinking through responses to discussion
questions. I took it seriously, with my usual touch of humor....
Laura and I were active members of the First Methodist Church of
Midland, and we participated in many family programs, including James
Dobson's Focus on the Family series on raising children. As I studied and
learned, Scripture took on greater meaning, and gained confidence and
understanding in my faith. I read the Bible regularly. Don Evans
gave me the "one-year" Bible, a Bible divided into 365 daily readings, each
one including a section from the New Testament, the Old Testament, Psalms, and Proverbs. I read through that Bible every other year. During the years in between, I pick different chapters to study at different times.
I have also learned the power of prayer. I pray for guidance. I do
not pray for earthly things, but for heavenly things, for wisdom and
patience and understanding. My faith gives me focus and perspective. It
teaches humility. But I also recognize that faith can be misinterpreted in
the political process. Faith is an important part of my life. I believe
it is important to live my faith, not flaunt it.

America is a great country because of our religious freedoms. It is
important for any leader to respect the faith of others. That point
was driven home when Laura and I visited Israel in 1998. We had traveled
to Rome to spend Thanksgiving with our daughter, who was attending a
school program there, and spent three days in Israel on the way home. It
was an incredible experience. I remember waking up at the Jerusalem Hilton
and opening the curtains and seeing the Old City before us, the Jerusalem stone glowing gold. We visited the Western Wall and the Church of the Holy Sepulcher.And we went to the Sea of Galilee and stood atop the hill where Jesus
delivered the Sermon on the Mount. It was an overwhelming feeling to stand in
the spot where the most famous speech in the history of the world was
delivered, the spot where Jesus outlined the character and conduct of
a believer and gave his disciples and the world the beatitudes, the
golden rule, and the Lord's Prayer. Our delegation included four gentile
governors-one Methodist, two Catholics, and a Mormon, and several
Jewish-American friends. Someone suggested we read Scripture. I
chose to read "Amazing Grace," my favorite hymn. Later that night we all
gathered at a restaurant in Tel Aviv for dinner before we boarded our
middle-of-night flight back to America. We talked about the
wonderful experiences and thanked the guides and government officials who had introduced us to their country. And toward the end of the meal, one
of our friends rose to share a story, to tell us how he, a gentile, and
his friend, a Jew, had (unbeknownst to the rest of us) walked down to
the Sea of Galilee, joined hands underwater, and prayed together, on bended
knee. Then out of his mouth came a hymn he had known as a child, a hymn he
hadn't thought about in years. He got every word right: Now is the time
approaching, by prophets long foretold, when all shall dwell together,
One Shepherd and one fold. Now Jew and gentile, meeting, from many a
distant shore, around an altar kneeling, one common Lord adore.
Faith changes lives. I know, because faith has changed mine."
"I could not be governor if I did not believe in a divine plan that
supersedes all human plans. Politics is a fickle business. Polls
change. Today's friend is tomorrow's adversary. People lavish praise and
attention. Many times it is genuine; sometimes it is not. Yet I
build my life on a foundation that will not shift. My faith frees me. Frees
me to put the problem of the moment in proper perspective. Frees me to make
decisions that others might not like. Frees me to try to do the right thing,
even though it may not poll well..." "The death penalty is a difficult
issue for supporters as well as its opponents. I have a reverence for life;
my faith teaches that life is a gift from our Creator. In a perfect

world, life is given by God and only taken by God. I hope someday our
society will respect life, the full spectrum of life, from the unborn to the
elderly. I hope someday unborn children will be protected by law and
welcomed in life. I support the death penalty because I believe, if
administered swiftly and justly, capital punishment is a deterrent
against future violence and will save other innocent lives. Some
advocates of life will challenge why I oppose abortion yet support
the death penalty; to me, it's the difference between innocence and guilt.
"Today, two weeks after Jeb's inauguration, in the church in
downtown Austin, the pastor Mark Craig was telling me that my reelection as
the first Governor to win back-to-back four- year terms in the history
of the state of Texas was a beginning, not an end.... People are starved
for faithfulness. He talked of the need for honesty in government; he
warned that leaders who cheat on their wives will cheat their country, will
cheat their colleagues, will cheat themselves. The minister said
that America is starved for honest leaders. He told the story of Moses,
asked by God to lead his people to a land of milk and honey. Moses had a
lot of reasons to shirk the task. As the pastor told it, Moses' basic
reaction was, "Sorry, God, I'm busy. I've got a family. I've got sheep to
tend. I've got a life". "Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and bring
the sons of Israel out of Egypt?" The people won't believe me, he
protested. I'm not a very good speaker. "Oh, my Lord, send, I pray, some other person," Moses pleaded. But God did not, and Moses ultimately
did his bidding, leading his people through forty years of
wilderness and wandering, relying on God for strength and direction and
inspiration. People are "starved for leadership," Pastor Craig said, "starved for
leaders who have ethical and moral courage." It is not enough to
have an ethical compass to know right from wrong, he argued. America needs
leaders who have the moral courage to do what is right, for the right reason.
It's not always easy or convenient for leaders to step forward, he acknowledged; remember, even Moses had doubts. "He was talking to you," my mother later said.The pastor was, of course talking to all of us, challenging each one of us to make the most of our lives, to assume the mantle of leadership and responsibility wherever we find it. He was calling on us to use whatever power we have, in business, in
politics, in our communities, and in our families, to do good for the right reason.
And the sermon spoke directly to my heart and my life."...
"There was no magic moment of decision. After talking with my family
during the Christmas holidays, then hearing the rousing sermon to
make most of every moment during my inaugural church service, I gradually
felt more comfortable with the prospect of a presidential campaign. My family would love me, my faith would sustain me, no matter what." "During the more than half century of my life, we have seen an unprecedented decay in our
American culture, a decay that has eroded the foundations of our collective
values and moral standards of conduct. Our sense of personal responsibility
has declined dramatically, just as the role and responsibility of the federal
government have increased. The changing culture blurred the sharp
contrast between right and wrong and created a new standard of conduct:
"If it feels good, do it." and "If you've got a problem, blame
somebody else." Individuals are not responsible for their actions, the new
culture said, we are all victims of forces beyond our control. We went
from a culture of sacrifice and saving to a culture obsessed with grabbing all the gusto you can.We went from accepting responsibility to assigning blame.
As government did more and more, individuals were required to do
less and less. The new culture said if people were poor, the government
should feed them. If someone had no house, the government should provide
one. If criminals are not responsible for their acts, then the answers are
not prisons, but social programs."...
"For our culture to change, it must change one heart, one soul, and
conscience at a time. Government can spend money, but it cannot put
hope in our hearts or a sense of purpose in our lives."... "But government
should welcome the active involvement of people who are following a
religious imperative to love their neighbors through after-school
programs, child care, drug treatment, maternity group homes, and a range
of other services. Supporting these men and women - the soldiers in
the armies of compassion - is the next bold step of welfare reform,
because I know that changing hearts will change our entire society."
"During the opening months of my presidential campaign, I have traveled
our country and my heart has been warmed. My experiences have
re-invigorated my faith in the greatness of Americans. They have reminded
me that societies are renewed from the bottom up, not the top down.
Everywhere I go, I see people of love and faith, taking time to help a neighbor in need...
These people and thousands like them are the heart and soul and greatness
of America. And I want to do my part. I am running for President because I
believe America must seize this moment, America must lead. We must give our
prosperity a greater purpose, a purpose of peace and freedom and
hope. We are a great nation of good and loving people. And together, we
have a charge to keep."

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Listen to me rant, I think you might find this interesting.

So check this out. Yesterday in convo, I learned for the first time about the Da Vinci Code and how seriously theologically screwed up it really is. All of this stuff about Jesus and Mary Magdalene, their children and the kings and queens of France is actually quite humorous. I personally think that it is still a good storyline and yes, I am still going to read the book and see the movie...........what a sinner. It opened my eyes to one very interesting fact however about the human race.

We cannot, under any circumstance, understand perfection-- that's a duh huh. We can't even understand something that is remotely good. If something seems too good to be true, we take it upon ourselves to personally screw it up. We've been doing it since we were three! Remember spending a good ten minutes setting up a stack of building blocks only to get some joy out of taking two seconds to knock them all down? This book is a classic example of taking something that is perfect and then destroying it with our own ideas and objectives.

The human race cannot fathom the fact that Jesus Christ had no other motive upon coming to this earth except to give his entire life to show us that He loves us, and then prove it to us by dying for us and then raising again three days later. We can't understand the fact that He genuinely desires to see us saved and be free from the torture of sin and destruction - so instead we have to twist this precious story of grace and mercy and add that this "perfect" Christ was not so perfect after all and He had a sexual affair with Mary Magdalene and through that relationship, conceived children who now rule one of the "softest" countries in the entire world! (Seriously, I think God could have done a better job in His country selection here, don't you?)

Girls are another example. I have actually heard of three stories in the last month alone about girls who have looked guys in the face, told them that they are "everything that they have ever wanted" and then say, "I just can't date you because you are too nice." WHAT! That is the dumbest thing that I have ever heard, seriously. Isn't that what you want? Apparently not. Once again, we as humans "need" something to be wrong for it to be right. Apparently these girls need some tool that will treat them like trash, cuss them out in front of their friends and get wasted on the weekends..........because that would be the ideal situation.

Seriously though. God loves us as humans. He is the epitomy of perfection because only He can be that and only the perfect love and grace of God gives us.........me..........any reason to get up in the morning. Why can't we just realize that? Good is good......especially the story of redemption. That is good.........that is perfect........it should never be tweaked in any way. Believe that and go read the Da Vinci Code.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Long day at work..........but yet a good one. I'm tired. Good night.

Monday, February 20, 2006

Do you ever get that feeling of contentment, where you just sit back and realize just how much your God has done for you. Yeah, I'm in that stage right now. I think that would sum up the jist of my thought pattern today. It's just, I dunno........it's basically mind-boggling to think that He knows exactly what He's doing, and how He's gonna do it, and it doesn't matter what I think. Pretty profound stuff huh? Check this out.


Why I would I spend my life longing for the day that it would end?
Why would I spend my time pointing to another man?...Isn't that crazy?
How can I find hope in dying, with promises unseen?
How can I learn Your way is better in everything I'm taught to be?..Isn't that crazy?

And if I boast, let me boast of filthy rags made clean
And if I glory, let me glory in my Savior's suffering... Isn't that crazy?
And as I live this daily life, I trust You for everything
And I will only take a step when I feel You leading me...Isn't that crazy?

For I have not been called to the wisdom of this world, but to a God who is calling out to me,
And even though the world my think I'm losing touch with reality,
It would be crazy to choose this world over eternity!
Call me crazy........ You can call me crazy.......Call me crazy.

.........that is my desire. Period. Good night.
I don't like excuses.........they're overused and overrated. I know none of us are perfect, especially me - but there's got to come a time where we say, "Enough is enough."
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Friday, February 17, 2006

For I know the plans that I have for you, says the Lord. Plans for good and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Rest in that my son. Life is confusing. Life is not always easy but then again if it was, how much would you trust Me? Keep pressing on. Keep fighting. Whenever you feel as you do now, remember that I clothe the flowers of the field and if I take so much interest in those tiny plants - kinda like the one rose in your room thats not supposed to be there..hehe..(God has a sense of humor), then my son, how much more will I take care of you? So much more. So, so much more. I love you..........remember that.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Today sucked.......if three roses and three hours of sincere, careful thought spent on one single girl so that she could have a special Valentines Day, is now being called "disrespectful", then this world is coming to an end. I never thought I'd see the day when roses would be viewed by girls as objects of disgrace.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I hope the entry just below this one makes sense...........it might not. Its 12:39 AM and I'm tired, confused, upset and just sick of the mind games. I hope the rest of you had a splendid Valentines Day because I think everyone deserves it. It's nice to know you're loved. It's nice to know you're cared for. It's nice to be unselfish for another day besides Christmas. It's nice to know that when girls say that they won't date you because "you are too good for them"..........that its probably true. Next time a girl says that to you, just smile and say, "Thank you........I hope you enjoy the rest of your life with whatever "tool" you choose. Apparently, you're not shooting for the best here - second grade material is where it's at."
I braced myself for it........I knew it was going to happen......I should have seen it a million miles away. I faced the ultimate rejection tonight........and it definitely is the worst feeling ever. There's just something about being rejected on Valentine's Day that kills you. I didn't even get to talk to this girl, thats how bad it was. She never gave me a chance. I laid myself out there. I put my cards on the table. I expressed how I felt. I spoke the truth. Isn't it funny though how sometimes, you just do everything right.......even better than right........and it still isn't good enough. That's discouraging, demoralizing and depressing.

The next time I hear a girl at Liberty University complain about how guys are too scared to say what they feel, or that they are too scared to ask them out, I'll just chuckle to myself and keep walking. I know that is true of both sides - I'm not saying guys are perfect and definitely don't do what I just described. The next time a girl gets ready to say that, she needs to remember that some guys have tried - they've tried everything - and they have been shot out of the sky like a clay pigeon.

Apparently the Lord is trying to teach me something. I'm not too sure. I know I'll find out someday and I guess you know what,.........just like she said......I must be too good for her.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

I am preparing for the worst day in American history.......

Sunday, February 12, 2006

It snowed...........all day. Good times. I forgot what it looked like to be all white outside. It is just so breathtakingly beautiful. God is good.

I saw a great movie tonight. Its called Walk the Line - the story of Johnny Cash. It was a great movie. The story was great. The acting was great. Now you're thinking, "Allen where are you going with this?" I dunno.............I'm just gonna vent real quick. Here it goes.

Some dads just screw everything up. Some dads are terrible. They are rotten examples. They hold to this whole, " Do as I say, not as I do" philosophy. They get drunk. They beat their wives. They yell at their kids. They just..........ughhhhhhh!........I'm gonna say it. They suck! Its like, why? What are you doing? Why are you being such an idiot? Do you see what you are destroying?

If you had the amazing privilege of a good father, cherish those memories. Cherish those times with him. Cherish the walks, the talks, the laughs, the crys, the frustrations, the growing pains of a very precious relationship. You never get a second chance.

If you never had those opportunities and your dad was like the first example, determine by God's grace to do it right. Please. That is my prayer for myself. It is just so terrible to see what families have become nowadays. Its a shame.

Dude, what the heck does that have to do with the movie? I don't wanna explain - go watch it. Thanks for listening to the vent. I'm going to bed now.--------- Bottom line: My Heavenly Father has been so good to me that I can't complain. I am extremely grateful.

Friday, February 10, 2006

I spent the morning at an old friends grave
Flowers and amazing grace....he was a good man
He spent his whole life spinning his wheels, never knowing how the real thing feels,
He never took a chance or took the time to dance.
I stood there thinking as I said goodbye,
"Today's the first day of the rest of my life!"

I'm gonna stop looking back and start moving on and learn how to face my fears.
Love with all of my heart and make my mark, I wanna leave something here.
Go out on a ledge without any net, thats what I'm gonna be about
Yeah, I wanna be running when the sand runs out.

Cuz people do it everyday - promise themselves they're gonna change; I've been there.
But I'm changing from the inside out, that was then and this is now - I'm a new man.
Yeah, I'm a brand new man.
And when they carve my stone, they'll write these words,
"Here lies a man who lived life for all that its worth!"

As the cold wind blows across the graveyard, I think I hear,
The voice of my old friend whisper in my ear........

Monday, February 06, 2006

Yep.........worst Super Bowl ever. Hands down. No doubt. Go Seahawks and I hope the Pittsburgh team plane crashes on the way home and then we can crown the real "World Champions" by process of elimination- hehe. That sounded kinda mean............oops. O well.
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Saturday, February 04, 2006

You're everything that I could want, that I could need
If I could see you want me, could I believe?
Cause you're perfectly all I want, all I need
If I could just feel your touch, could I be free?
Why do you shine so? Can a blind man see?
Why do you call? Why do you beckon me?
Can the deaf hear the voice of love?
Would you have me come?
Can the cripple run?
Are you the One?............to

Raise me up from this grave, touch my tongue and then I'll sing,
Heal my limbs and joyfully I'll run to You!

You're everything that I could want, that I could need!
And I can just feel Your touch and I can breathe!
Look how You shine so the blind can see!
And how You call, how You beckon me!
The deaf hear the voice of love, You bid me come and the cripple run, for You're the One!............to

Raise me up from this grave, touch my tongue and then I'll sing,
Heal my limbs and joyfully I'll run to You!

..............this song describes perfectly how I feel right now. This song is my prayer. This song is my motivation. This song is my encouragement. This song is very simply.......me. Thank you Father for the majesty and awesomeness of who You are. I am truly undeserving in every aspect of my life. I am so weak, so frail and so discouraged without you. Make this my everyday desire to run fervently to You.........seriously Lord. Please.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Thank you for curing me of my ridiculous obsession with love..........